I caught myself feeling "at home" today.
I caught myself forgetting BSB
I caught myself loving the familiarity with these streets, the streets that contain this phase of my life
It was a curious and very welcome feeling
Like letting go of a balloon and watching it disappear
into an undistinguishable dot in the sky
That moment when you're not sure if you can still see it
or if it's a speck in your eye, a vague memory.
I had to let go.