listen here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i6N0sNMKFO4
Cigarettes and chocolate milkthese are just a couple of my cravingsEverything it seems i like's a little bit strongera little bit thickera little bit harmful for meIf I should buy jellybeanshave to eat them all in just one sittingEverything it seems I like's a little bit sweetera little bit fattera little bit harmful for meAnd then there's those other thingswhich for several reasons we won't mentionEverything about them is a little bit strangera little bit hardera little bit deadlyIt isn't very smarttends to make one part so broken-hearted... (Rufus Wainwright)
Hooked on this song at the moment. It's on repeat on youtube whilst I translate my incredible 26 page project, todo en español, thank you very much.
also this one:
Oh what a world!
a little bit...
The lyrics kept pounding into my brain the whole day long and it really got to me. Me and my clonazepans, me and my chocolate cravings, me and my self denials and eternal pushing of boundaries. But such is life sometimes, human limitations and human humanity.
a little bit sweeter
a little bit harmful
a little bit harder
a little bit faster
Therapy's been going really well and my faith in the process has been restored. I got lucky, I guess, that I'm finally with the right person at the right time. I left the session today with a warm feeling in my heart that some actual work might get done this time and that I am ready for this new phase in my whole process.
Many questions and meanderings! Which is excellent, by the way...