I'm not sick anymore, but ever since I don't feel energetic, I feel exhausted for so many things. Like a wall has been erected around me and filters what I can and can't deal with. Zero tolerance. If something gets to be too much, I need to sleep, I need to go away.
Guilt has improved a lot.
Being this tired give no leeway for guilt.
Everything in the universe seems to scream - TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, period. That's it. Let go.